So, I got nothing else better to do than blog. I'm at home. Home as in Sayreville, New Jersey. Let me tell you it is boring-ville. The nearest thing to civilization is the delivery man. I'm just going to use this blog entry to vent about anything. Btw, I'm putting some Gabe Bondoc songs on repeat on Youtube.
Stevens Institute of Technology Spring Semester 09
I love this semester. I guess it's because everything seemed to be going up with everything. I don't think I'm failing anything. I got exempt from my Physics Final so now I have to worry about Chemistry II but that's no biggie. Hmmm, what did I like about this semester? No drama. Thank God. I had to much last semester. Another thing is that I feel closer now to one of my friends, Justine. I remember last semester I would cry to Marc about how I didn't have any girl friends here at Stevens and I missed the whole sisterly bond thing. My roomate was always gone with her boyfriend along with Justine so basically I had no one. But hey, I love the relationship of what Justine and I have now. We make fun of people. We make fun of ourselves. And basically when one of us is drunk, the other is sober (except for that UNITY day, we deserved to get drunk together). Another thing was my new relationship with James McIlvaine. Everyone knows how much I love him and how much he loves me so yeah no need to get into detail (Well I'll talk more about him later).
I'm going to miss my dorm room. Man, alot of memories in Davis Hall 314. Hmmm let's recall a few. Truth and Dare with Myky, Deonne, and Justine. Dancing randomly with Deonne. Endless board games (Clue to Cranium to Monopoly to Apples to Apples). The card games.The random hookups that occurred in that room. The random fights we all had. Ordering food cause we were just to lazy to walk to Pierce Dining Hall. The laughs. The gossip. The Massives. The Commuter Lounge. I guess my room was where I established great friendships with alot of people. Like when Armand and Jay would come to my room and sleep or play Palace, James Bond, or Signal. When Chetna got a new roomate and she would sleep in my room. Or when I was scared of Marc coming back to Stevens so Deonne or Chetna would sleep me with to keep me safe.
Everything seems to be a-ohkay with Stevens and my friends. I love that I got in my dream school <3.
The love life: James McIlvaine
So we fought like 2 days back. It was something serious, but I loved how we were able to work it out. I love how he takes care of me when I'm such a huge complainer. I feel bad that sometimes my attention span is so short that I dont hear him calling me and he gets upset. He's a dream and a miracle to my life. Sure sure, you people may think James and I are rushing into everything but we totally established that we know that we don't want no one but each other. We kept promises and I'm promise to stick to mine. I'm never going to leave him. The only way he said he was leaving is "only when you throw me out." I love how he's so sure that I'm his forever. The other day we were talking about our future. With him going to law school and myself going to take my master we may be in different in states. What made me smile was this conversation. We were talking how we were gonna try to make it work cause we're stronger but then he started say:
I'm going to miss my dorm room. Man, alot of memories in Davis Hall 314. Hmmm let's recall a few. Truth and Dare with Myky, Deonne, and Justine. Dancing randomly with Deonne. Endless board games (Clue to Cranium to Monopoly to Apples to Apples). The card games.The random hookups that occurred in that room. The random fights we all had. Ordering food cause we were just to lazy to walk to Pierce Dining Hall. The laughs. The gossip. The Massives. The Commuter Lounge. I guess my room was where I established great friendships with alot of people. Like when Armand and Jay would come to my room and sleep or play Palace, James Bond, or Signal. When Chetna got a new roomate and she would sleep in my room. Or when I was scared of Marc coming back to Stevens so Deonne or Chetna would sleep me with to keep me safe.
Everything seems to be a-ohkay with Stevens and my friends. I love that I got in my dream school <3.
The love life: James McIlvaine
So we fought like 2 days back. It was something serious, but I loved how we were able to work it out. I love how he takes care of me when I'm such a huge complainer. I feel bad that sometimes my attention span is so short that I dont hear him calling me and he gets upset. He's a dream and a miracle to my life. Sure sure, you people may think James and I are rushing into everything but we totally established that we know that we don't want no one but each other. We kept promises and I'm promise to stick to mine. I'm never going to leave him. The only way he said he was leaving is "only when you throw me out." I love how he's so sure that I'm his forever. The other day we were talking about our future. With him going to law school and myself going to take my master we may be in different in states. What made me smile was this conversation. We were talking how we were gonna try to make it work cause we're stronger but then he started say:
"Can I ask you a favor now, Cianyl?" yes?
"Just give me a chance to make you fall in love with me again if ever"
"Just give me a chance to make you fall in love with me again if ever"
He's a total sweetheart. My mom likes him alot and it seems like my brother could get along with him.
So it's 2:20AM and hopefully James is done studying for Organic Chemistry II. Hence, this is why I was blogging cause I was waiting. Sorry for the boring blog.
Btw, I turn 19 tomorrow :D
So it's 2:20AM and hopefully James is done studying for Organic Chemistry II. Hence, this is why I was blogging cause I was waiting. Sorry for the boring blog.
Btw, I turn 19 tomorrow :D
1 comment:
yay =] i'm happy with our relationship now too! lol, we gotta watch more sports games and make fun of people<3
lacrosse is so diverse! lol!
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