Summer seems a little different nowadays. I guess because it's been raining for the past days and it has given me time to think. In reality, I hate thinking. It does bad things to me and then the paranoia kicks in. I've spent my summer trying to make up for lost time.
I've been seeing my old elementary school friends and high school friends alot. I felt that I've been a terrible friend all year because of the hectic schedule Stevens gives me, so I owe it to my old friends. It's kind of hard to balance friends though. Sure its fun to bring everyone together in one room, but it creates some kind of awkwardness. That's why I have this whole mindset that I'll just dedicate certain days to different friends. To avoid that "awkward turtle" moment.
I might be able to go to Myrtle Beach with the Aldana family so I'm quite happy about that. I've been seeing a whole lot of Apple this summer and it feels good because throughout school Marc made me feel like a douche because he said I wasn't a good friend to Apple. I love her alot and she loves me too. Nothing's going to change. Stupid boy. In August, I'm going to Atlantic City for a good 4 days. Just relaxing before school starts. My family decided to bring Maricelle along and when I told her about it she couldn't stop screaming. She's another friend who I clearly adore and love.
I need a better tan so I'm gonna go out more, but dumb old New Jersey weather sucks this year.
I've been seeing my old elementary school friends and high school friends alot. I felt that I've been a terrible friend all year because of the hectic schedule Stevens gives me, so I owe it to my old friends. It's kind of hard to balance friends though. Sure its fun to bring everyone together in one room, but it creates some kind of awkwardness. That's why I have this whole mindset that I'll just dedicate certain days to different friends. To avoid that "awkward turtle" moment.
I might be able to go to Myrtle Beach with the Aldana family so I'm quite happy about that. I've been seeing a whole lot of Apple this summer and it feels good because throughout school Marc made me feel like a douche because he said I wasn't a good friend to Apple. I love her alot and she loves me too. Nothing's going to change. Stupid boy. In August, I'm going to Atlantic City for a good 4 days. Just relaxing before school starts. My family decided to bring Maricelle along and when I told her about it she couldn't stop screaming. She's another friend who I clearly adore and love.
I need a better tan so I'm gonna go out more, but dumb old New Jersey weather sucks this year.
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